Love...

I do not love you except because I love you;
I go from loving to not loving you,
From waiting to not waiting for you
My heart moves from cold to fire.
I love you only because it's you the one I love;
I hate you deeply and the measure of my changing love for you
Is that I do not see you but love you blindly.

you hurt me.. didn't you..

Fighting emotions that stand taller than I running away from the hurt avoiding the dreadful cry.
Calling your name but you're nowhere to be found
scared, lost and alone...
I loved you right...didn't I?
I loved you right...didn't I?
I LOVED YOU RIGHT...DIDN'T I?
You laughed at me when I cried
I opened myself to you and you lied
you left me in a dreadful place never
to return to this lonely and empty space
I need to get out I need to be free,
I need to run, I need to laugh, I need to love...BE ME!!

when you grow...

when you are old, remember me..
a crazy woman that turned your love philosophy...

when you grow grey, remember me..
a crazy gal, that didn't knew her way...

when you sit with your weak bones, remember me..
a crazy gal, that lost all hopes and broke your dreams along with her...

when you loose your strength, remember me..
a crazy woman, that didn't know how to be forgiven...

when you loose lustre of your eyes, remember me..
a crazy gal, that loved looking in your deep grey green eyes...

when your body will grow stiff, remember me..
a crazy gal, that mellowed your anger down with wet long hair...




P.S: This poem is dedicated to my Sili... the one who taught me what love is...

Male Chauvinist word: B-I-T-C-H

When a man gives his opinion, he is a man.. whereas, when a woman speaks her opinion, she is a Bitch...

I: a woman
They:/ you/your/ their: Men

If I stand up for my rights, they call me a bitch... If I disagree with your opinion, I am a super bitch... If I have my own principles, that differ to yours, They think I am a bitch... If I change with time, you call me a bitch... If I back answer, I become a bitch... If I leave you for you broke my trust, you call me a bitch.. If I want to be what I am, you tag me as a born bitch... Bitch: such a Male Chauvinist word.. so easy to call a woman a bitch, and so easy to forget that the same bitch loved you so much.. all that this bitch seeked was your support to be herself.. But all you could do is name her as a bitch..

loneliness: Naked Terror

“Who knows what true loneliness is - not the conventional word but the naked terror? To the lonely themselves it wears a mask. The most miserable outcast hugs some memory or some illusion.”